I had better not look up.

I shouldn’t have seen that empty sky,

dark and murky with the moon all alone.


It reminds me of poignant memories—

things I should forget;

it makes me dream endlessly—

dreams that never will come true;

makes me hold on to the impossible—

like thoughts of being with you.


I had better not look up.

I shouldn’t have seen that gloomy sight,

reflecting the desires of my heart

along with the pain unspeakable;

reminding me of bittersweet moments—

moments I wish I had with you.


I was over you before,

Or at least, that’s what I thought—

until I saw that empty and gloomy sky.